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30 October 2008 @ 11:50 pm

today.

today was a long day. i feel like i wasted it, i feel like i should've done more. but i feel like that every day i dont study for japanese so i can see why...
i went to a book shop and bought the last two (short-stories-collection) books that i didnt have by murakami. i cant wait to read them, but they costed me quite a lot and... yes.

also, i wanted this japanese guide book that looked awesome, but it was too expensive. i want a job. although school is stressing me enough already dfgdsjsgdhfsd. i was supposed to go over to my brother and study for the phyzics exam (yes, the same one). bullshit.

i watched this movie about the second world war, from the japanese point of view. it was quite amazing, i must say.
that's the reason i wasnt online. and i wouldnt post this absolutely good-for-nothing post if i wasnt this lazy:

this is my way on letting laury and nina know that i am still alive and that i miss them as hell. srsly, it was so hard not talking with you. but yes.
i hope i'll get pass my exam succesfully. and then i hope i will do well in religion class because i have to talk about gays and all that. i'm kind of nervous, because OHAI THAR HOMPHOBIC SHITS. *sigh*

ANYWAYSSS. i am too tired to respond to all of your comments/messages. i will do that tomorrow, but until then, know that i love you ♥
i will come online tomorrow if nothing happens. please be careful and take care of yourselves. have some pron.

BUT OMG THE DIR EN GREY ALBUM HAS LEAKED. THAT MADE MY DAY, SRSLY. UNFUNF, I SHALL LISTEN TO IT NAO.
also, i swear i wont start posting everyday, i know every post i make makes your eyes bleed (and kozi doesnt like it) but y-yeah.

ilu gaiz. have a sock. and some eyes. and mentos. and carex and ecks dee's and ghey bars and and and ♥♥♥

P.S: kasa ga nai. this song. oh my myself (the mucc cover especially. and the lyrics ;~; the loveee)

Tags: dir en grey, dnw, gay, i am still alive, i love you, idontkno, japanese, kozi's eyes, laury, movie, mucc, murakami, new album, nina, socks

Current Location: in your pantsu.

Current Mood:

i hate these aliens, really.

Current Music: mucc - kasa ga nai (cover)

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episode on October 31st, 2008 01:03 am (UTC)

OMG WAIIIIIIIIIII DOES MAI INTERNET BREAK EVERY TIME YOU POST AN ENTRY. WAIIIIIIIIII.

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jeevas_christ on October 31st, 2008 09:20 pm (UTC)

because kozi is ghey with mana, obviously.

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episode on October 31st, 2008 01:07 am (UTC)

Duuuuuuuuude, you could post over 9000 times a day, and I would dance. Like Gackt. It would ~~fail~~ BE EPIC. Yes.

You've got to have a day off from studying sometimes, you know? D: YOUR MOTHER DEMANDS IT. And I'm sure father!mother agrees with me, DON'T YOU? Yes, I am her mind, thanks for noticing.

I have this feeling that Mr. Uke fails as a tutor, just quietly~

OMG WHUT MOVIE? I love historical shit..and..yes.

Tell me how your religion class goooooes. What exactly do you have to talk about? Can you wear a rainbow tshirt while talking? B-because IDK, but that would be good. Near gives you some uber ghey tea as inspiration, yes.

YAY MUSIC. UNFUNF ARE YOU RAEPING KYO? You know that he's only bebisexual *sigh*

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. Don't die kthnx *gives eyeballs*

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jeevas_christ on October 31st, 2008 09:23 pm (UTC)

movie = letters from iwo shima. it is quite good, i must say because most of the movies about WWII focus on americans and all that. this one is about japanese, and some scenes are folking good. like that time they commited suici-... SPOILERS NOOO.

i dont study to much, believe me. i dont study at all, actually. but i stress too much over the exam and i get ill just thinking about it. i cant wait to get it over with because *bites nails*

I LOVE YOU MOAR. SRSLY, please dont forget that, okay?

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episode on November 1st, 2008 03:29 am (UTC)

NOOO, SPOILERRRRRRRRS DESSSSSSSSSSSSSU. I've heard of eet, some people were rambling about it and yes :'D

Calm, dear, calm. You will do fine, worrying about it won't change anything, just breathe and take some drugs, yes.

I LOVE YOU TOO ♥ HTML heart for you.

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episode on October 31st, 2008 04:28 am (UTC)
PART 1 DESU

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK:

deeafrancu: once upon a time, there lived a ghey king named kozi. and this ghey king was lonely and sad, sipping tea all by himself all day long. until one day...

sakujomastah: Until one day, a fair maiden by the name of Mana appeared on his doorstep, her (well, he thought it was a her) facial expression so beautiful and blank, like dees :|

deeafrancu: And the king instantly feel in love with mana. he went to his faithful gardner, kamijo, and ordered him to make the most beautiful rose bouquet ever.

sakujomastah: But Kamijo adamently refused, saying that he could never make a rose boquet as beautiful as the lovely Mana. However, the real reason was that Kamijo was in love with his King, and couldn't bear the heartache seeing him with another would bring.

deeafrancu: kamijo was deeply and madly in love with the king, ever since they first met. it was an impossible and painful love... kamijo was craing in a emo corrner with his BFF everyday until... until he met juka.

sakujomastah: Juka was the resident window washer at Kozi's castle, and Kamijo bumped into him one day, as he had finally given in to King Kozi's requests to make a boquet. Juka had ~dazzled~ Kamijo with his smile and Kamijo, so mesmerised by the mans beauty, had dropped the boquet on the floor. The roses craied but Kamijo was too transfixed by Juka's handsome charms to notice.

deeafrancu: the roses died and kozi was sad because of that. 'there's no way she'll like me now' said craing!kozi, eating an eye cookie. but then mana came and patted him on the head. she/it didnt say anything, it just stared at the king, as he ate his cookie.

sakujomastah: Kozi looked up into the fair maidens eyes, amazed at the cold lifelessness they possessed. Maiden Mana stared back at the ruler of the land, eyeing his cookie every now and then. Kozi nommed on his cookie some more, thinking of how he could confess his love romantically while Kamijo and Juka were going at it in the corner.

deeafrancu: 'i...i love you' wispered the king, staring at the shoes he bought from turkey. but mana said nothing. it just nodded slightly and blinked. kozi's heart started bleeding then, and yoshiki, the kingdom's cooker, came running to steal it.

sakujomastah: "NO!" screamed Mana, her/it's first words ever mumbled, as the middle-aged drummer tried to pry Kozi's bleeding heart away from him. Mana used her/it's fingernails to scratch Yoshiki's eyes out, and presented them to Kozi as a gift. The cookie-loving guitarist knew then and there that Mana shared his feelings.

deeafrancu: kozi then kneeled and proposed to mana. random sparkles appeared and rose petals flew around them. just when the blue-dressed it was ready to say 'yes', a white haired uke-looking boy came yelling something about him being the queen of england, frence people invading and tea.

sakujomastah: Kozi looked towards his bride-to-be, anguish in his eyes
"Mana, my dear..."
Mana just nodded solemnly, she/it understood that Kozi must always put his kingdom first, for he cared deeply for his people (in sexual ways). Kozi bade his love farewell, with naught but a kiss on the hand, and rode his noble steed, Near, to the front line. The king drew his sword, bravely preparing for battle.

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episode on October 31st, 2008 04:29 am (UTC)
PART 2 DESU

deeafrancu: the boy whined and told kozi he should loose some weithet. but the king was too busy daydreaming about the awesome YES he and his soon-to-be bride will have when he'll get back. when they arrived, they found themselves surrounded by frence people. a mello, two its and several gheys. 'what to do' said kozi while he was chewing on near's hair.

sakujomastah: Near buck(tick)ed, throwing an unsuspecting Kozi off, the king landing upon his backside with a loud "thud".
"Now I know how ukes feel", he muttered, rubbing his bruised ass "Ahem. NOW WHERE WAS I? Oh right, defending the kingdom". Kozi stared at Mello for a long time, his eyes narrowing into slits.

deeafrancu: mello stared back, and moments felt like years. BUT SUDDENLY, kozi started yelling ' go to your room, mello'. mello then gasped and realised that the king was actually his long lost grandma. he hanged his head in shame and ran to some hills rambling something about how that's all matt's fault.

sakujomastah: His minions, including the its, followed him back to his room in the hills (he lives in the hills because Mello is actually a teletubby, you see?). Kozi sighed contently, making Near pluck out one of his own eyes as punishment for raising a false alarm, and then the king skipped back to his waiting bride. Along the way, he encountered Kamijo and Juka, who were..

deeafrancu: ...who were playing scrable. but kamijo always won and everyone knows that the one who wins at scrable gets to be the seme. needless to say, juka was sad. you see, kids, juka was in denial. he thought HE was the seme, therefore he developed a 'fear of words'

sakujomastah: This fear of words was a crippling disability, for no one could use any long words around him, or the younger of the two was sure to die and terrible death, only to be 'd by Kamijo minutes later. Kamijo apologised for playing a role in the formation of this horrible fear, but Juka refused to forgive him until Kamijo let him be seme. Kamijo never did.

deeafrancu: kamijo never did. juka was hurt by that, and he tried so many times to break up with the sexy man. but he just couldnt, he loved him oh-too much. but he had to defend his pride, as juka was a famous man in kozi's kingdom. that's why kamijo, being the loving seme he was, wore a pink skirt all the time. 'anything for my uke' he said, kissing juka's nose.

sakujomastah: Juka smiled gleefully, except he didn't use that word to describe his smile as that word is far too long,
"People will be sure to think he's uke nao".
Kamijo nodded and smiled, knowing that he was, and always will be, TEH ULTIMATE SEME!111!!! Anyway, back to Kozi and Mana. Kozi skipped gheyly back to his castle, praying to Andrey/Light/God/Jesus that Mana would still be waiting, hoping that he hadn't been left at the altar.

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episode on October 31st, 2008 04:29 am (UTC)
PART 3 DESU

deeafrancu: as kozi feared, mana was nowhere to be found. the king went up to the towers and down in the cellar, but no one knew where the beautiful it was. kozi sulked and drank tea all by himself for a couple of days, not knowing where he went wrong, what made mana leave. but one day, when the sun was turn off by imai and the angels couldnt see, he found a note. 'i can has mana' it said. kozi instanly knew that his greatest enemy, hizaki the it, had mana.

sakujomastah: Kozi's bleeding yoshiki!heart filled with terror. What would the red-dressed heathen do with his beloved blue-dressed Mana? Would he be able to find his darling in time, or would Hizaki hurt Mana before he could get to him? Whistling, Kozi called forward his noble steed, Near, to take him to Hizaki's not-so-sekrit!hideout.

deeafrancu: near gasped when he heard where they were heading. near had a fight once with hizaki's lobster. of course, the lobster won, being able to fly longer than near did.
kozi and near went throght many adventures on their way. so many we cannot tell them all. but we have to mention that time they fought with a potato, or that time when they had to pay mikami, the gatekeeper, five mentos's. or that time when they had to help kami catch a butterfly...

sakujomastah: We shall start with the time that they had to fight against an electric cucumber. It was a perilous fight, with the cucumber almost coming away the victor! *le gaasssssp* But, thanks to some quick thinking on Near's part, and Kozi's ~fabulous~ shoes (which he bought from Turkey), they managed to escape the murderous vegetable's clutches.

deeafrancu: and just 2 minutes after they escaped and near sweared not to eat cucumbers ever again, the potato appeared. thank myself though, kozi's bff, imai, was a potatoe tamer. they called him on his awesome phone that-atsushi-cant-use and he was there in a second.
a far more greater fight was the one between near and a bunch of manele listeners. near's boyfriend, G, cheated on him with a manele listener once, so the boy was all motivated and groar-ish.

sakujomastah: The manele listeners all ganged up on the poor, pale boy, threatening to make him one of the slut girls in the next big manele video to air on Romanian TV. Near, angry as it was, was OUTRAGED by this, and proceeded to decapitate every single manele listener/artist/producer with naught more than a nail file. Kozi watched, eating his cookies, before collecting the eyes from the severed heads.

deeafrancu: kozi thank the boy then and offered him a cookie. 'no, thank you' said near, while sipping from a tea cup that magically apeared in his hand. just when they thought they we're safe, as the huge gates of hizaki's kingdom could already be seen, a small man dressed gheyly jumped from a tree.

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episode on October 31st, 2008 04:31 am (UTC)
PART 4...DESU

sakujomastah: It was none other than...dun dun dun...KAYA!111!ONE! (Although HOW they came to the conclusion it was a he is beyond me)
"Tee hee!" screeched the fearsome ghely dressed man, as Kozi screamed (like a girl) in terror. Near, the brave and noble steed, sighed
"I guess I'll have to take care of this, then"
Near walked slowly over to Kaya, and spoke softly
"Tee hee..hee hee tee tee hee hee hee tee?"
The small, gheyly dressed man looked quite amazed that someone could speak his language. However, his amazement quickly turned to anger at the blatant copyright infringement

deeafrancu: but then near, calm as always, reminded kaya of that one time he said 'indeed'. kaya gasped in shock and realised he cant harm the little boy. 'i shall be your loyal servant' said kaya, bowing politely, his underwear showing. kozi covered his eyes and near smirked. 'the more the merrier' said the steed as he invited kaya to hop on him. 'oh but i am uke' the sexy it said.

sakujomastah: Near smiled knowingly
"No problem, my lovely, for we can always work around that. Like, for example, I can be seme for once in my sorry existence" Near's polite tone turned to an anger mutter "if that damn G would just sometimes let me be seme..." smoke blasted from his ears, and Kaya clung to Kozi tightly, afraid at what might happen. Kozi calmed the young its fears by giving it a cookie and smiling happily. Kaya tee-hee'd, and they were off to see Hizaki

deeafrancu: 'who is this hizaki you're talking about' asked the innocent and naive it. 'oh, i cant believe you do not know' said the king as his eyes grew winder 'i can has sexy eyes, btw'. near ran and ran AND RAN and before they knew it, they were facing hizaki's castle. it was a blood-red one, with stick-on eyes on the walls and ghey people singing. kozi looked at it and -... what is that he sees? IS THAT FOLKING KAMIJO?! oh, the king is betrayed!!!

sakujomastah: Kamijo stared, wide eyed, at Kozi. HE HAD BEEN FOUND OUT! Juka hid behind him, fearing his king's wrath, as Kaya jumped off the noble steed near and dashed over to Kamijo
"Kami-tee hee-jo!"
Kamijo, unable to resist, glomped Kaya.
Kozi fell into a pit of despair "Someone I just met has betrayed me, along with my gardener AND my window washer!11!ONE!1 Whatever shall I do?"
Near, being ever so wise, replied "FIGHT-O!", so that's exactly what Kozi did.

deeafrancu: then, a young man, dressed in a suit and holding a black notebook appeared 'did someone call me?' he asked hopefully.
'no, you folker. i said Fight-o' replied the steed who clearly dispised the man. kozi then pulled out his sword and started running in circles yelling "this is sparta". no one was amused. not even kaya, who is ALWAYS amused. then hizaki appeared from under a bed. the bed belonged to atsushi, the gog of razz ma tazz, but we'll talk about that later. hizaki started walking to kozi, slowly, as all the people stopped talking and bowed.

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episode on October 31st, 2008 04:31 am (UTC)
AND PART 5

sakujomastah: Kozi stared at his opponants sexy eyes, and cleared his throat
"What have you done with Mana?" he questioned authoritaritively.
Hizaki smirked, its pretty eyes flashing with just the tiniest hint of evil, as it replied
"Nothing"
Kozi glared at the younger guitarist and then, all of a sudden, lunged at the unsuspecting it. Gasping gheyly, Hizaki easily side-stepped Kozi's onslaught, and then attacked the older man with his SUPERHIZAKITWIRL OF DOOOOM

deeafrancu: amd when everyone thought kozi was down and beaten... toshi appeared (i am a genius, i just thought about making a story about toshi. i mean, no, we'll just take the story of pinnochio, replace him with toshi and the nose with the chin, brillian, y/y?) and said 'forever love'. then, suddenly, hizaki realised that what was- OKAY *raeps*

We ttly need to finish this.

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jeevas_christ on October 31st, 2008 09:25 pm (UTC)
Re: AND PART 5

i love you for this. no, actually, i love you for everything you do (yes, fapping too-... WHO SAID THAT?!)

shall we continue this on monday? whenever you want, gg. because you own my soul. terufax.

dear uke,

you are amazing and i love you and please bare with my "OMGILU" outbursts, it happens if we dont talk for moar than 3 seco-... hours.

with love,
semelelelele~

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episode on November 1st, 2008 03:31 am (UTC)
Re: AND PART 5

HELL YEAH WE SHALL FINISH THIS ON MONDAY

And I know, bb, no one can resist my fapp--- shoes. From Turkey. Endless ~~raeeeep~~ raaaaaain.

I LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL DEAL WITH MY OUTBURSTS OF LOVE, TOO.

Have this carex in a ghey box of ghey.

Pretty, no?

I mean...kawaiiiiii dess neeeee?

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episode on October 31st, 2008 04:34 am (UTC)
Re: PART 2 DESU

THAT SHOULD SAY </ DEATH >'d. Damn LJ.

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episode on November 9th, 2008 09:03 am (UTC)

I miss you, dawg D:

I hope you're doing okay, and I know this is the last day that you're going to be there, but I'm still worried about you ;~; I hope you're hanging in there and people are treating you nicely. If they aren't, remember Hizaki's sekrit weapon - IT'S A TRAP 2000! It will help you every time.

*hands carex*

ilu ♥

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episode on November 15th, 2008 10:19 am (UTC)

JOIN

hoshinonaruuu

DOOOOOO EEEEEEETTTTTT.

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episode on November 19th, 2008 06:24 am (UTC)

HAY YOU?

I have a question for you.

Do you know of any pictures where Tatsu has facial hair?

I need them to ~~fap to~~ make something with.

I'll give you a cookie desu.

And what was that song where he had facial hair in the PV? I fail and forget its name ;~;

BUT YES.

EAT THIS SOCK *gives*

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episode on November 19th, 2008 07:00 am (UTC)
I MADE YOU SOME SHIT

Love me?